Part of the furniture.

[nadriel]

I have, for various reasons over the last day or so, been reflecting on some things.

And it occurs to me, that, bar one person, on one occasion (which leads on to a completely seperate fucked up mess), none of my friends call me, or invite me out, except when they need something/want my help. I never get someone calling me or texting me to see if I want to come out for a drink or suchlike.

If I want to socialise, I have to push people into doing it, which is not something I like doing.

Then there's the other matter mentioned above. All of which adds up to an unhappy bunny me.

Comments

Heh.

[tremain.livejournal.com]

Hey mike, come on down to my place we'll go for beers.

Re: Heh.

[nadriel.livejournal.com]

If I win the Lottery, you're on. In fact, if I win the lottery, I plan to visit as many of my online friends as possible...

Re: Heh.

[tremain.livejournal.com]

~L~ I'll save you a couch bed.

[joysilence.livejournal.com]

You know that is a load of horseshit! Don't you remember when I sat in your room watching your DVDs all afternoon? Actually that doesn't sound as good as I'd hoped, but Jesus, I didn't "need" to watch Vampire Hunter D. Or do you not cOnsider me as your friend?

[nadriel.livejournal.com]

I didn't actually remember that one- it was a while back.

I stand corrected. Two occasions, then. But anyway, I'm feeling a little better today.

[joysilence.livejournal.com]

lol what do you expect if you can't remember any of the times you go out with people? Of course you'll feel lonely!

[nadriel.livejournal.com]

It was a matter of perception- I was feeling very down yesterday, for various reasons, and thus my perceptual reality was what I said. But I'm feeling somewhat happier today.

[joysilence.livejournal.com]

Jolly good! I'm always writing things on lj that don't make any sense the next day, seeing as I'm a tortured soul bleeding on the tangled briar of the subjective and all.

[nadriel.livejournal.com]

Heh. Reality is what you make it. Unfortunately... :-)