*sigh* Well, I tried...

I dragged myself out tonight, despite my track record of having unfortunate events occur on this particular evening. Saw lots of my friends, which was good.

However, the majority of my hopes were, as is so often the case, pretty much dashed. At least I'm more used to it now, and better able to recover from things going as they so frequently do.

I thought I had a chance, I didn't. Ah well, there it goes again.

By the time of my next post, I will almost certainly have recovered. Which is a step forward from the way I used to be. Just wish I didn't have to recover in the first place. Ah well, if wishes were fishes...

[Edit: Feeling better now]