Maybe you are panicking for the same reason I start to cry when in a movie a fucking awesome guy proposes to a girl after like having just met her and immediately knowing SHE is the one. It is this mixture of "me want too" and "fuck it, why does everone else get it but not me" and also, at an engagement party, that "So, when you"-thingie going on at the buffet ? I remember, when I was still with the guy I was living with for 8 years, we were invited to marriages of friends who hadn't dated their spouses for longer than 6 months - and this whole social expectations thing: Well, NORMALLY you should.... and why aren't you... tralala. Well, anyway, I am with you there. Consoling ? ;-)
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Date: 2003-06-20 04:30 pm (UTC)It is this mixture of "me want too" and "fuck it, why does everone else get it but not me" and also, at an engagement party, that "So, when you"-thingie going on at the buffet ?
I remember, when I was still with the guy I was living with for 8 years, we were invited to marriages of friends who hadn't dated their spouses for longer than 6 months - and this whole social expectations thing: Well, NORMALLY you should.... and why aren't you... tralala.
Well, anyway, I am with you there. Consoling ? ;-)