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Part of the furniture.
I have, for various reasons over the last day or so, been reflecting on some things.
And it occurs to me, that, bar one person, on one occasion (which leads on to a completely seperate fucked up mess), none of my friends call me, or invite me out, except when they need something/want my help. I never get someone calling me or texting me to see if I want to come out for a drink or suchlike.
If I want to socialise, I have to push people into doing it, which is not something I like doing.
Then there's the other matter mentioned above. All of which adds up to an unhappy bunny me.
And it occurs to me, that, bar one person, on one occasion (which leads on to a completely seperate fucked up mess), none of my friends call me, or invite me out, except when they need something/want my help. I never get someone calling me or texting me to see if I want to come out for a drink or suchlike.
If I want to socialise, I have to push people into doing it, which is not something I like doing.
Then there's the other matter mentioned above. All of which adds up to an unhappy bunny me.
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