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Maudlin evening post
I'm noticing a pattern here- unless some big event occurs, my evening posts are the melancholy, depressed ones, and my morning posts tend towards the more thoughtful.
Anyway, today's maudlin post covers the feeling I get that I always feel like something of an outsider in the many social groups I belong to. It always seems to be, a and b, c and d, e and her 3 friends....and Mike. I feel like the afterthought.
No real point to this post. And yes, I do talk about many cheerful things in real life- I seem to save my LJ for unloading...
Anyway, today's maudlin post covers the feeling I get that I always feel like something of an outsider in the many social groups I belong to. It always seems to be, a and b, c and d, e and her 3 friends....and Mike. I feel like the afterthought.
No real point to this post. And yes, I do talk about many cheerful things in real life- I seem to save my LJ for unloading...