Claustrophobia...

[nadriel]

I'm not sure if you can feel claustrophobic about a lifestyle, but I think I'm starting to....

My week is essentially the same every week. I don't really meet anyone new. My room is tiny. Most of my real-life friends are currently in various parts of the country that aren't here, so in those evening when I don't have band practise, I have nothing to do but sit in front of the computer. I have no money, and no higher-paying jobs seem forthcoming.

The social scene here is static, effectively. I'd like to move to London to get a better job and better scene, but I have no money, so I can't even visit.

I am starting to really feel constricted.

I am going to start looking at jobs and accomodation in London.

Comments

[joysilence.livejournal.com]

I don't know how you can say nothing changes in Exeter! Every time I'm down the place seems like a theatre of tragedy, although admittedly the tragedy seems to mostly happen to the same two people all the time. But if you want a change you could come and visit Milk and I for the weekend.

[nadriel.livejournal.com]

I'd love to, except for the problem of no money.

And little things change here and there, but, having been around for nigh on 5 years now, I realised that nothing actually changes. Very few people actually come and go, at least not amoung the regulars. And with my daily life being so ordered as well, it's starting to get to me...