This is odd...

[nadriel]

I was going to be going to Wales for a friends engagement party this weekend, but I'm backing out, because, for no discernible reason I can fathom, whenever I start thinking about it, I start to panic.

And I don't panic as a general rule, but this is almost a full-on panic attack.

So I'm not going, unless I can work out what causes this weird fear, and deal with it...

Comments

[nadriel.livejournal.com]

I am definitely feeling consoled. But I don't think I'm going to go-my instincts are screaming "don't go", and they don't normally do that, so I'm going to listen to them...

[traumtanzerin.livejournal.com]

Yeah, that is sort of what I thought too. If you feel like that - don't go.
I am sparing myself happy-couple-double- or tripple meetings with friends e.g.
It makes me feel sad (backwards) and anxious and panicking (forwards). In short: NOT GOOD. And the thumb rule for me: as long as I am not gonna learn anything from it: Avoid situations that will make you feel bad !!! There is enough stuff gonna happen that will make me feel bad anyways, I don't have to search for it actively, right ?!

[nadriel.livejournal.com]

Ja, du hast recht...

Oh, before I forget....

*cough* E-mail address *cough*

[nadriel.livejournal.com]

~Ooops, did I forget to mention that 1/4 of my degree was in German, und meine Mutter Deutschlehrerin ist?

My bad :-)

Hehe, I love surprising people- especially when so many people I meet assume that, because I'm British, I won't speak any foreign languages.

And I've got your e-mail address now, and sent you something...

I thought it only fair to provide my first name at the bottom of the e-mail, so we're even again :-)