Last and always...

[nadriel]

(A couple of paragraphs of angsty moping deleted)

I'll keep the music lyrics still though, because I like the songs they're from...

Finally, a bit of a song that really resonates at the moment...

I tried to kill the pain,
But only brought more.
(So much more)
I'm dying,
And I'm pouring, crimson regret, and betrayal.

I'm dying,
Praying,
Bleeding,
Screaming.
Am I too lost to be saved ?
Am I too lost ?