2003-06-13

nadriel: (Default)
2003-06-13 01:10 am

Hmmm

Just had a friend of mine say to me that she'd never met someone who was so happy to be depressed.

Now, if it was the majority of people I know, I'd discount it entirely, but it was from one of those few whose opinions I really value.

Which leads me to the question- is this true?

And if so, how do I solve this.

I've never found myself to be happy with how I am, which seems to amount to being a bit of a depressive type, despite my best efforts.

But, if, despite my best efforts, this is how I come across to my closer friends, should I even bother trying to fight to be something more?

I really don't know...

[After edit, and sobering up]

...of course I bloody well should!